"toppled again

eyes firm in a weakened stare

back here again

holed up in this warm room

again, again

eyes closed, it burns in me

come close again

sedate me then, sedate me then

that brilliant white smile

takes me away

that brilliant white smile

blows me away

from the top of this weakened wall

I stare down on everything

is this for real?

Everything is fading away

straight to the door

sedate me then, sedate me then...

(art by Kristina Gentvainyte)

...this is The Realization 

the realization of everything..."